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I finally realize...
Im trying to be strong and hold on to you...
Im telling myself everyday...
Im in love with you and no one else...
I love you Nick...
And nothing is gonna change that...
I know i have nothing to worry about...
I just...
I cant help to feel unsecured...
I feel like i could you lose you anytime...
I am just another human on earth...
I admit...
I have no pretty face...
Nothing attractive...
Not like honey to bees...
Not like light to insects...
Not like sugar to ants...
Not like me to you...
Having you was the MOMENT of my life i would always remember...
Always...
Being with you was the MOMENT i treasure most...
Most...
Letting you go...
Is what i am thinking of now...
If you really do like her...
Or she likes you...
But i was in the way...
I would willingly back out...
Just so you know...
I love you...
Thats why i think i would back out...
I dont want you to make a regretable decision...
I love you both...
You might break my heart at first...
But i will always love you both no matter what...
Remember...
I am strong...
I'll come back right up when im down...
I just need time...
If you both work out...
I wish the best for the both of you...
I love u so much Nick...
I just want u to know that...
I would back out...
I would let you go...
As long as you are happy...
Im happy...
Its bullshit...
I know...
But there is truth behind it all...
When your happy...
I wont instantly be happy...
But at the end...
When i come right back up...
I'll be glad you made that decision...
I hope...
So if you do like her...
Tell me...
Dont keep it in your heart n bare it all alone...
Im breaking my own heart by saying this...
But all i want is you to be happy...
Dont mind about my heart...
It'll heal...
It just needs time...
I love you...
Thats why im letting you go if you want...
I wont regret letting you go cause i made you happy...
I Love You Forever Nicholas Alexander Lindsey...
With Love Cassie.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
What Am I Without You
So kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Hold me like you did
I never wanted to go away
Talk to me like you did
I have no words to say
Hurt me like you did
I never want to breathe again
Play with me like you did
My smile will always stay
Tease me like you did
You had made my day
Leave me like you did
My world is dark as u go away
Have me like you did
Keep on digging deep below
Hide me like u did
I feel safe and i always pray
Heal me like you did
My heart feel no pain
Say I Love You everyday
Melt my heart on purpose
So kill me like you did
Come closer
There
My heart stopped beating